Friday, 19 February 2010

don't bother reading this.

I don't think this month could possibly get any worse in terms of work. I have had it up to here. I want to swear. Alot . So I shall.

Fuck this shit. Seriously.

Am swearing a lot more in my head. I have been back from holiday just over a month and I need to go on another one asap before I have some kind of meltdown.

I hate everything right now. Sorry.


Cam said...

I read it.

Hope things get better Po. Hang in there.

Swear all you want :)

LadyFi said...

I read it too. Sending you lots of positive thoughts!

Anonymous said...

As you once gave you permission I shall too - swear till the cows come home (never really understood that saying)

And don't apologize for hating everything... I'm hating my working life quite thoroughly and I have yet to apologize- I recommend strangling it as it seems to be strangling you.

But I just wanted to leave you with some hope:
Things that may cheer you up:
- Playing in the mud
- Reading a book upside down (though if you're in a crumby mood it can capsize and irritate the happiness right out of you.) But then you could look at it as with you upside down... but even then
- Read a book and get absolutely lost in it
- Sing songs from your childhood [this is the biggest help... for me]
- Start a new project [it refocuses your energy on the hope of something unknown]

Hope it helps and you feel better

DT said...

Swear, scream, have lots of ice-cream and / or chocolate. Do they still have Eskimo pies there? If they do have one! Let me know if you would like me to post you some SA goodies! Hang in there Po – the tide WILL change eventually! Until then I say eat your way to happiness!! (I am currently on a diet...can you tell?)

po said...

Wah. thanks guys. Am screaming in my head and eating lots and hoping it will compensate somehow.

MidniteGem said...

oh noes - not good to hear...hope it gets better! SOON :)

Dora said...

Oh, I've been hating everything for a few weeks now. That makes the two of us.

Not that it makes you feel any better of course.

Ok, now I'm just ranting too....

po said...

Dora: I hear you, and it doesnt seem to get better does it?

EEbEE said...

So fix your life... fill the gap... then you won't even have to swear.

i haven't sworn (sp) since i was like 5...

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